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Wednesday, October 15th, 2003

Time:9:44 pm.
whoops... updated the wrong journal..my bad
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Time:9:09 pm.
Mood: sick.
i just got back from fall break, which was a day longer than expected because i was too sick yesterday to drive the 5 hours home. On the up side, i made it home with little incident. on the down side, my dorm's a mess, according to my doctor i have to contact a neurologist because my migraines are worryingly frequent, and i still feel like shit. AHH I did have a really good time being home though. I saw um... everyone i've ever known... well, not everyone, but a whole hell of a lot of people. I actually had a really great time dispite the illness. I miss home. Peter is moving to Nevada... =*0( I cant believe it. Gotta run, spagetti calls... mmmmm sketti!
Love and noodles
Honor
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Wednesday, June 18th, 2003

Time:9:18 am.
Mood: sleepy.
I'm back! well, not here, but back on LJ, i have a new name so i can leave all this crap behind me. Starienights is me. its different.
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Saturday, March 15th, 2003

Time:2:42 am.
Mood: satisfied.
Live journal has been fun. i feel like i've been writing in this thing forever. saving my best thoughts till i can rush home and type them for the whole community to read. But i've realized, anyone important enough to recieve updates on my life on a regular basis is getting them via phone, or when i spend time with them, not by logging online and seeing what's up on LJ. i haven't checked my friends page in months and months, but Dion, i've kept up with your journal to a point, you i will miss, and you'll probably see my comments pop up on your journal every now and then. But, i'm moving away in less than 3 months, and leaving just about everything behind. well, almost everything, there is a tiny group of people worth keeping in touch with. Stubby, do you read this thing anymore? Erin, i know you do! =0b Work awaits, then college, then a break from that in december to travel europe and live with a friend of mine over there (Scotland) for a few weeks, possibly a month, then back to college, then back to work for the summer. My grades at this second are all "A" and i cant wait to dive into the rest of my life, as a grown up.... finally.
Have a wonderful life everyone.

Love, new beginings and goodbyes,
Honor
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Tuesday, February 18th, 2003

Time:2:33 pm.
You are Krusty the Clown!!
Always cracking clever jokes and insulting others you love being the center of attention. Off the cameras however, you become a cynical, depressed, asshole.
I am Krusty the Clown!
Which Simpsons Character are YOU?
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Tuesday, January 7th, 2003

Subject:because i dont do quizzes that often, and this one was right up my alley:
Time:5:42 pm.
Mood: amused.
btw, i stached this from dion =0)

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Saturday, January 4th, 2003

Time:10:03 pm.
Mood: sick.
I feel like death... i hate being sick. I've got strep X_X
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Saturday, December 28th, 2002

Time:12:15 am.
Mood: indescribable.
"Now that i've met you
Would you object to
Never seeing each other again"
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Time:12:03 am.
Mood: indescribable.
I wish that once, just once, i could not be who i am and not have to be the way i am, and feel the way i feel about all the shit that nobody else even thinks about. Someone else, not for too long, just long enough to not have to worry about guys who are too old and families that are dying away and worlds that are falling apart... to be more naieve and less aware and just somebody else.
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Thursday, December 26th, 2002

Subject:Taylor's words about Lauren and me warmed my heart
Time:12:44 am.
Mood: touched.
XpandyourMind1: i miss her like crazy
ZekeTunez: that makes me smile when you guys talk about eachother
ZekeTunez: makes me feel all warm and fuzzy
ZekeTunez: ^_^
XpandyourMind1: hehe... me too
ZekeTunez: i truely wish i had a friend like you guys
ZekeTunez: you know, like that whole "we've known eachother forEVER" and jazz
ZekeTunez: it's just really nice
XpandyourMind1: yeah it is
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Subject:Taylor's words about Lauren and me warmed my heart
Time:12:44 am.
Mood: touched.
XpandyourMind1: i miss her like crazy
ZekeTunez: that makes me smile when you guys talk about eachother
ZekeTunez: makes me feel all warm and fuzzy
ZekeTunez: ^_^
XpandyourMind1: hehe... me too
ZekeTunez: i truely wish i had a friend like you guys
ZekeTunez: you know, like that whole "we've known eachother forEVER" and jazz
ZekeTunez: it's just really nice
XpandyourMind1: yeah it is
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Subject:Honor's heart, they say, grew three sizes that day
Time:12:29 am.
Mood: loved.
Maybe it was thinking about those friends who are always welcome in your house and you are in theirs, maybe it was seeing that one great christmas movie for the zillionth time (i'm drawing a blank on the name at the moment) maybe it was that DC 101 played Nirvana then Pearl Jam then Metallica then Nirvana all in a row this afternoon, maybe it was the fantabulous dinner i had this evening or all the great presents I got, maybe it's all the baking i've been doing or maybe, i just spent too much time with Miss Christmas herself (that'd be Erin) but i found myself thinking "oh no... Christmas is over" and actually feeling sad. I'm not quite sure what happened this year, but i had a great christmas, and as far as i'm concerned, it's still goin, so i'm gonna get back to my baking (i am so betty crocker!) Sweet dreams everybody.
Love and sugar plum visions,
Honor


p.s. And the grinch, the grinch herself, even carved the roast beast.
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Wednesday, December 25th, 2002

Time:5:29 pm.
Mood: relaxed.
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

The day's going well. No alcohol, no fighting, no stress, nobody but mom, dad, peter, and me. I like christmas this way. We opened presents and Dad made a gigantic breakfast, then i went back to bed.... at noon..... untill about 20 minutes ago. I'm still exhausted from last night. But then i didnt get home till 2:45am, so i guess that's justified. Sebastian was cool.... hard to read, but cool. He called today to wish me a merry christmas. When we met (he, lauren, and I) I asked him if he'd ever seen Lord Of The Rings, and he said no (we may be the only two people on the planet) and said we should see it together some time. Well last night he admitted that he had absolutely no interest in seeing the movie, and had been trying to figure out a way to get my number since i walked in. Cute or lame? I dunno. But whatever, he's awsome, and his friends are very very cool. They all spin and have a gajillion records, and a bunch of them are grafiti artists. They're very bohemian. He says my hair smells like flowers and we spent an hour or two chillin on the couch, sitting pretty close, with his arm around me, it was very comfortable, he's muy sweet. (but i technically never cheeted, and since i plan to break up with Reggie as soon as humanly possible, it doesnt count right?) It's unimportant anyway, he's far too old to "date". I see a good friend in him.... maybe even a very close friend. Times like last night make me lament the fact that i'm gone in 8 months. But yeah, merry christmas everybody!

Love and sleighbells,
Honor
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Monday, December 23rd, 2002

Subject:update on my life (cause erin says i dont do it often enough, and she's right)
Time:12:06 am.
Mood: content.
•The boyfriend is definately getting the boot. He says things like "hola mi amor" just cause he know's i'm spanish, and it just irks me.

•I had one of those long long dreams where you remember almost everything and everyone in your life is in it. I think it was one of those dreams that helps you figure out what you want... and makes people like me want to write.

•i feel a little crazy cause lauren isn't a 10 min drive away. Nobody to say "What? you have a headache? lay down on the couch....NOW! here's some tea she'll be home in a week, all is well.

•I slept from 2pm to 7:30pm then went back to bed at 9:30 pm yesterday.... something tells me i caught up on some much needed sleep

•Going out for sushi with Erin tuesday by the way Erin, you're gonna love your christmas present

•going out with Reggie tuesday too (planning that around plans with erin, cause, well, she's more important)

•I have two weeks off school for christmas =0D

•i'm talking to reggie right now, and i may KILL HIM

•i just now, as in just this second, realized how very very boring my life is.

•i'm gonna continue to chat online with my night owl friends till i cant keep my eyes open any more. nighty night LJ

Love and nothing filled late nights,
Honor
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Time:12:02 am.
"the ones we love are aways in our heart, and if we're lucky, only a plane ride away"
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Wednesday, December 18th, 2002

Subject:Cause i stole it from Dion
Time:9:03 pm.
Mood: blank.
1) First Grade Teacher: Mrs. Tilton... she was the sweetest lady
2) Last word you said: peace
3) Last song you sang: "i hear a symphony"
4) Last person you hugged: Andrew Crawl
5) Last thing you laughed at: The giant panda somebody gave my friend jess for christmas
6) Last time you said 'I love you': a few hours ago to stubby
7) Last time you cried: a few days ago
8) What's in your CD player: a mix my friend manda gave me for christmas
9) What colour socks are you wearing: no socks
10) What's under your bed: a monster
11) What time did you wake up today: 6:30, then i went back to bed cause i woke up with a migrain, then i woke up again at 9:30
12) Current taste: chocolate kisses
13) Current hair: its held up at the moment in a bun with 2 pens
14) Current clothes: dad's blue button-down shirt, tight flare jeans with cool embroidery
15) Current annoyance: my mother went through my car this morning!
6) Current longing: Sabastian and Kent
17) Current desktop picture: My brother X_X i've been meaning to change hat
18) Current worry: college acceptance
19) Current hate: High School
20) Story behind your LJ username: Stars are one of my favorite things, i looked outside shortly before i created this LJ and though "wow, it's one stary night"
21) Current favourite article of clothing: my velvet scarf, or my cute underwear
22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex/same sex: hands
23) Last CD that you bought: The Interview With The Vampire soundtrack
24) Favourite place to be:the barn, camp letts, my bed, lauren's house, on a sail boat.
25) Least favourite place:class
26) Time you wake up in the morning: on weekdays, 6:20
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: i play the flute, but i'd like to have time to learn guitar
28) Favourite color: purple
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: kind of
30) How tall are you: 5'3"
31) Current favourite word/saying: "get outta here" "you're cut" "hey kettle, guess what? YOU'RE BLACK!! signed- the pot" "10 points" "iloveyouyouknow"
32) Favourite book: Under the Mirmaid Angel by martha moore, or All Quiet On The Western Front by Erich Maria Remarque or Slaughterhouse Five by Kurt Vonnegut
33) Favourite season: Fall
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Robert, My grandfather, kit
35) Favourite day: Saturday
36) Where do you want to go: Scotland, Spain, Italy, France again
37) What is your career going to be like: anything but a 9-5 office jb
38) How many kids do you want: if i have any, 2
39) What kind of car will you have: i luv my cabrio, but if i could have any car, i'd love a mercades 500 SL
40) Type a line you remember from any book: "so it goes"
41) A random lyric: "There's so much love to make up every where you turn, love we have wasted on the way" -Crosby Stills Nash and Young
42) Identify some things surrounding your computer:Websters Collegiate Dictionary, CD case, Phone, Cell phone, A soda
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Thursday, December 12th, 2002

Subject:Because today's just not a "paragraph form" kinda day:
Time:7:17 pm.
Mood: cheerful.
•My boyfriend is annoying me more and more with each passing moment

•Kent says i'm hot.... he's hotter. I never thought we were friends (like friends who recognise each other and say hi and give high fives and whatnot) but apparently we are. He likes my car. I may be a bit smitten. Given the chance to marry him....

•Sabastian hasn't called, but then, i haven't called him either, so that's fair. If he doesn't, i will soon. =0) (i think)

•Lauren and I went oot and aboot today. More christmas shopping. Got a few presents and more stuff for me (a megga cute shirt, a peppermint moca frappachino) Then I went out to dinner with Lauren, Dad, and Peter. It was nice.

•Identification quiz tomorrow in AP Government.... and i may actually study

•Big researched paper (not to be confused with research paper, which is a horse of a different color) which was supposed to be due tomorrow (look lauren, i spelled tomorrow right) is now due monday....YAY!!!

•Adorable, funny, adorable, cute, sweet, hunky guy in my International Studies class seems to be noticing me... acting like i'm worth talking to, which is amazing for anybody in his "crowd" He hasnt said "nice rack" or anything of the sort (which is also amazing for any of the guys in his "crowd") and yet he talks to me all the time and seems genuinely nice. He's really into sports and he's reasonably smart... I think my eyes turn into heart shapes when i look at him.

•Things are working out well with my new cd burner. Great mixes happening, really great mixes.

•College app. stuff due to the office tomorrow. *nervous* I still need to write my essay, but that isnt due till the 15th of january... it's all good.

•Sra. Edleman is writing me a recomendation for college, and seemed very very flattered that i asked her. (especially since i did so en espanol)

•I'm listening to jazz christmas music.... and i like it!

•Things are going to end with Reggie sooner than later... There are just too many other guys, i guess i cant commit. Too many "other fish in the sea" And none of them are as boring as he is!!

•I'm happy, Lauren's happy..."God's in his heaven and all's right with the world"

Love and hearts set on humming bird due to peppermint moca frappachinos,
Honor
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Wednesday, December 11th, 2002

Subject:Happy Tuesday Everybody!
Time:12:25 am.
Mood: rushed.
It's been a beautiful day. I spent some time after school with Lauren, we went to the Double T Diner for an early dinner. We had an adorable waiter, tall tall tall, with long, tied back hair, blue green eyes. The kind of guy who looks you right in the eye when he talks to you. We discovered that we are the only two people in the world who havent seen The Lord Of The Rings, and he said "WOW, we should see it together!" It was great. But i just assumed he was kidding. Then later, he asked for my number and gave me his and said again that we should see the movie together. (Is it cheeting to give somebody your number? If they ask? There was nothing romantic implied, so i dont, personally, consider it cheeting.) So anyway, what else made the day beautiful?? Well, Lauren was in a great mood all day... she seemed genuinely happy, which always makes the day brighter. Also, on a more selfish note....I GOT A CD BURNER TODAY!!!! WHOO HOO!!! yay for happy tuesdays!

(and as for Reggie? He's getting under my skin, and making it crawl. everything he does iritates me. I guess all i want is what i cant have. Or maybe just what is new and interesting. Sabastian is new and interesting. Reggie is neither. I dont know what's wrong with me. I have commitment issues at 17.... is that rediculous or what?!?)

Love and lollypops and new toys and new boys,
Honor
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Sunday, December 8th, 2002

Time:1:17 pm.
Mood: restless.
Mommie woke me up at about 10:30 to go christmas shopping yesterday. We bought as much for ourselves as we did for anyone else. I got two pairs of new shoes, and a crazy new shirt... but it's oh so groovie, and some socks and a scarf and leather gloves and a leather hat (fur is murder, but leather is warm) Then it was home for Thanksgiving dinner (yup, over a week late, the parents were outta town for real thanksgiving so this was what i got) Dinner was great, but the pie after was better. After dinner i went out with my boyfriend and my friend mikey and found a fourth person in the car, who i didnt not at all expect to see (and that was great, cause he is so fun) The boyfriend got annoying, all huggy and lovie... he doesnt seem to understand that i am not a cutie-cute-lovie-love kinda person... i definately need my space (as cliche as that may sound) expecially when i'm the only girl in a car of four people. Apparently, according to the 4th member of our car, i should work at hooters... and i'm a closet Nympho. I said there was nothing closet about it (i was kidding, i swear) and everyone but my boyfriend laughed... even though he behind-my-back-as-if-i-didnt-notice agreed with the fourth about the hooters comment. DICK! We ran into stubby at Mc Donalds... he was really mad and though i think i know why, i dont wanna get into it. My sweet stubby. i need to call him and clear things up. I cant stand having him mad at me... it makes me nuts. Alright, time to go and make up for... something. Then wrapping presents for my whole extended family, and my friends and my moms friends. Then homework. Then sleep. Maybe sleep sooner than later. Its been a long day already. A long week.... im 17 and its already been such a long life. Scottish Jon was in my dream last night... again. He's haunting me. april is so far away.
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Thursday, December 5th, 2002

Subject:SNOW DAY!!!
Time:11:36 pm.
Mood: thankful.
It snowed last night and some of today... good times. We didnt have to go to school today and dont have to tomorrow either. =0D lazy days. The snow makes me think of my Erin... its her favorite thing in the world. hehe, i'm sure she's oh so excited about it!

Tomorrow night i'm goin out with Reggie. Saturday night, with Reggie and Mikey. Sunday i may or may not be hanging out with my brother, depending on whether or not he decides to act like a dick. I'm exhausted, burned out from 6 months short of 12 years of school, two mental health days are exactly what i need, especially since they are followed by a weekend. YAY! Maybe a one on one, actual date with Reggie on friday night will clear up my feelings about him. I havta say im nervous about spending saturday night hanging out with Reggie and Mikey, cause Mikey (according Mikey) is jealous of Reggie... but saturday was his idea, i'm not sure quite what's goin on there. In the very least, it's sure to be interesting.
Love and snow,
Honor
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